Damn! Why are relationships so hard??? It was so good a year ago. Now a year later and I feel so much hurt and hate it's paralyzing. Should I quit now? Is this a relationship worth salvageing? How much is my fault?
Too bad there isin't some "solution guide" we can go to which would outline all the places each of us went wrong. How are we supposed to learn? Some people would say "trust yourself", "listen to your heart", or some other such intuitive approach, but I don't know how to do that! I don't understand my inner self, my inner self does not speak (is mute), or whatever...
(Erin O'Keefe makes there wonderful memory boxes where she pastes images of rooms from her past in small wooden boxes. Then she arranges them artfully in these wonderful structures. She says in her artist statement that she intends them to allow for "new meanings and associations." Maybe I need to try an exercise like this?)
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