Friday, February 11, 2011

Dating betrayals

My heart is pounding mad. I am mad. OMG I could scream. My BF is so dense. Or maybe I am in denial - he is not dense he just DOES NOT CARE ABOUT ME.
Damn him! We've been together nearly a year and a half. 

So he SNORES like a combination between a fog horn and a dull siren. He has made NO effort to mitigate it. Although early in the relationship he did ask me whether he should look into doing something about it but then I politely deferred and said that I would try to get better earplugs.

Now he KNOWS it still a BIG problem but does nothing. He thinks I should just sleep in the room in the BASEMENT. He said since we should be asleep (unconscious) what difference does it make anyways? Well it makes a HUGE difference to me. I have told him that numerous times. For me, it is a bonding experience sleeping in the same bed, or at least same room. I do not want to sleep in that horrible room in the basement.  Why doesn't he go sleep there????

What a selfish man!  

No, it was not always like this.  In the beginning he was so considerate and generous. Now that has all changed. We barely go out - in January we went out ONCE for dinner and a movie and I paid for the dinner. He keeps saying he has to cut down on his spending but he isin't spending anything. This just means he wants to save more. I feel like he mis-represented himself in the beginning by being generous and considerate when he really isin't at all. 


I am seething with hurt and betrayal.












The photos in this post are from an etsy artist - "behappynow" - from tel aviv. I find her portraits charming and innocent.

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